Friday, March 25, 2011

~lelaki oh lelaki~

oh sahabat aku ni sungguhlah tabah...mcm2 dia diuji...tp dia mmg soerang yang sangat penyabar...tp sabar sabar die..aku tau yg dia sakit hati....KECEWA...

baru saje balik dari pasar tani....saja isi masa pgi2 ni dgn berjalan2.....sekurang2nya dia boleh free her mind by not thinking about that stupid bloody man lg kan....letih dgr cerita...

jeng3.....then tibe2 dpt call dri encik ni sbb nk dtg jugak join us for breakfast....hape ke jadahnya??? semalam ko ckap end for everything lah...then u nk jumpa pg ni...mcm2 lah....cakp putar2...bila tnya soalan x jwb...tlong lah yang faham, kwn sy ni letih dah nk lyn lelaki yang tah pape mcm u tu...

then dgn muka tak bersalah pulak tu dtg dkt meja ktorng yang tagh menikmati laksa penang...kik3...then he seem like...nothing happen...ohh..walaupun aku ni sekadar pendengar, menasihati dri pengalaman aku sendiri, aku rasa keparahannya...sbb aku sendiri pun tgah parah...

tp aku ckup sgt lah pelik...knp la lelaki ni susah sgt nk jwb soalan kalo ditanya bertubi2...jwb jelah...lg buat aku mendidih kalo x jwb ape yg aku tnya....

jap clash....x sampai 24jam..tibe2 cakp dh rujuk semula...ohh lelaki....semudah itu ko lambung dan sepak kami...kau campak bila kau x perlukan kami...tp kau cari bila kau perlukan....

entah...as time stepping...as i'm walking...aku semakin jauh untuk percaya kepada perhubungan yang satu ini...
dan aku tertanya2 sendiri...mcm mana seorang perempuan boleh membbuat kptusan utk berkahwin dgn seorang lelaki ni...lelaki ohhh lelaki.....

Thursday, March 24, 2011

~passionate~ngeee

ohh...such a long time i didn't write ya.....
through few months back...few month??? when was my last post?? ohhh...on January...ya now?? its MAC!!i missed the February post..owhh my..kik3

what was in my mind?? oh yaaa....faber max, inner shine, abs workout, lagenda budak setan, primrose oil, no dinner, no day sleep, ni ice...lalalalalala....dinner dress...erghh...to many need to be work....n plus with class, assignment, presentation...lalalalala....

but deep, deeper and deepest in my heart...it was something.....[just lets forget about the 'something'] =)

i am in beauty fixing....actually..inner beauty fixing processing...ha3..i don't know what was happen to my thought..too high awareness to has good inner beauty...ape ntah kan aku ni...banyak jugak yang aku spend untuk beli mende2 mcm tu tau...habis duit..kik3

but there was someone told me..put some little effort, then u will get excellent than other...hu3 then i am putting some effort to looks more interested, extraordinary...hahahaha..boleh ke?? boleh kot..

tibe2 pulak ade azam, mentang2 dah tinggal sebulan je dh nk habis study ni..i wanna looks great..fresh and marketable..ha3..tp ape tah keje yang aku keje nanti kan...ha3..be a bog boss ke?? or be kuli je?? then what will happen next?? kahwen? kahwen ke?? matilah..tp...ermmm...aku xde calon lah...de sesape yang ade calon2 yang free, good looks, interested, sweet, good job, frank n faith..kik3....meh la kenal2 kan kat aku yang tgah mencari calon menantu utk mak ayah aku ni..hahahaha

*tengah susun cerita, sambil minum nescafe ais...upppsss...bru tdi ckap no ice kan...kik3*ngeeee

ohhh...now on tgah layan lagenda budak setan, book version...but more interesting than film version..the most i love in that books is KATERINA..the character..she is soo adorable, modern, sophisticated young lady..oh my....aku ke tu nti??? tp sunyi sbb single.....n kalo itulah aku nanti...sape pulak budak setan yang aku suka nti...hahahaha.......crazy thought kan...tp sama ke jalan cerita novel tu dengan jalan cerita aku...

oh my....be good not goat, be smart not semak, be wise not waste..wake up la wani...ape tah...

ohh...cite pasal kate ni...dalam novel tu, kate ade romeo die...nama Hisyam...n me....got Shamsul...address them with same name....Syam @ Sham...oh my...dan cinta mereka break in the middle...just like me...n Kate was single...until he got Syah, Kasyah as her employee.....ape tu?? same x agak2 dgn cite aku nti.....hehehehe.....wait n see..biar je masa yang merawat segalanya kan..but as the time ticking....i was fell very lonely..