entry ni special utk abg...=)
[kira2....entry yg paling lama buat aku termenung depan lappy]
b xtau mane nk mula la....since we had been known each others from kids..IF we meant to be together....then i believe in what people always said b4 to me..."jodoh sbnrnya org yg dekat2 dgn kita je".....hehehehe but IF not...the story will meet the end!!! full stop la..n musti2 mcm kelakar jela kalo jumpe lg selepas ituuu....[hopefully TAK NAK jdi mcm tu]...kui3
ermmm....when should i start again for this para....PIZZA!!! hehehehe.....sbb pizza kita rapat....i think kite kene pg honeymoon kat Rome, Italy la kan IF we meant to be together...sbb abg kan italian...kik3
[noooooo......it should be MARAN!!!! time B practical....there the starting point!!!! hahahaha....abg tnya ibu no fon B kan....then lunch same..kat ALOHA MARAN ittew....kedai tu bese je kan....hahahahaha~~~~~trying to remembering others things happened]
para ni sedih sikit la kot.....IF we meant to be together.....terima B dgn masa silam b...im not as what u expect...If u expect me a kind n good gurl... u totally wrong..knowing u gave me a thought..."im not good enough for sum1 like u"...IF we're not meant to be together....plz...abg jdi kwn B...xpun jdi adik B ke....abg B ke....B bnyk terkhilaf dlm hidup B....
tahukah anda??? when we start to be a good frenz...share thought n feel together..B feels sumthing yg B x pernah rasa....its very comfort, safe n sound!!!...abg x loaded mcm my EXs....x la good looks sgt mcm org yg B pernah tergila2 kan sblum ni...instead of...i could say..u got nothing...tp....B happy with that!!! [ni kene terima kasih kt B ni...sbb B puji abg nehhhhh]....hu3
~entry ni susah!!!...padahal ak nk ckp mende senang je...knp??? aku pun x tau la~
para ni...berat sket yer.....bila kita ckp pasal tunang la...nikah la....sumpah B x rasa apa2[hati ni terlalu ampuh utk semua itu]...suke x..benci pun x...tapi....ckup comfort utk accept all those topic..hahahaha...pelik..pelik...
B penah lalu masa 'hitam' dlm hidup B....cinta berpaksi harta..cinta ditunggang nafsu...tp sume tu nothing...xde pape...dn buat B mula fkir....dn B hnya perlu tunggu seorang khalifah kecil yg Allah akan hantr utk B....maybe abg....mybe bukan abg...puas menjadi pencari cinta...tp ade lagi ke yg baik utk org mcm B ni kan.....*think*
Ingin sekali!!! meletakkan hati ini di zon selesa...tp oppppssss.....bole je kalo nk...!! tp B xnk sbb B, abg nangis lg nti...so...biar mcm ni...sbb abg penah mention dlu pd B....xnk serius...nti abg nangis....we put some miss n care...near to love but not love...sbb B takut!!!! yet it will be better for us....coz i don't need A DECLARATION....what i need are good love n relationship eva....
Even we juz going out for 2 times!! n 1 meeting since i wrote diz entry for u...B masih lg mencari...." ape aku rasa kuar dgn dia ni ek????!!!...suka?? excited?? x selesa?? selesa???".....
1. suka kuar jln2 dgn abg....sbb??? jgn la tnya...B xtau jwpan ape...
2. soory.....B xbrani nk pndang mata abg...B takut....
3. abg jumpa B...bukan jumpa B mcm org lain jumpa B...dgn abg B x bnyk ckp...B pun xtau knp....sungguh la aku pelik!!!!
4. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....u r my future hubby???? [ B tau soklan ni susah abg nk jwb...instead of...abg pun xder jwpn dia kan]....
5. sampai 1 tahap....B pernah terfikir....IF we meant to be together, B xnk ade rasa syg or cinta...biar nikah itu krn Allah...then only let the feels came over after that....
6. suke je jumpe....x ckp pun xpe...x pndang pun xper....jnji jln same2!!!hahahaha....GILA!!!
~entry paling susah aku nk karang sepanjang 2 3 thun aku berblog!!! cissss.....~
x ke abg rasa IF we meant to be together.....mcm susah je nk kasi tau family...instead of....ianya sgt kelakar!!!kik3....seperti cinta terlarang gayanya....huh!...hahahaha
i don't know what ur respons during read this entry....gelak...take it...leave it...mak ok je nyah!!!hehehehe
dalam gurau ade seriusnya...x gtu???
tp at least....my adik2 tau B kuar dgn sape...even my parents pun....dorang tau kalo B kuar....B kuar dgn abg je skang ni....tp on ur side??? kene kasi punch line sket nehh...hahahahaha
dah 3 jam susun ayat ni....mcm x jdik btol la entry aku kali ni....jem2!!!
B pun xtau nk ckp pe dah....x bnyk yg B boleh ckp dgn abg ni...mybe sbb learn from the passed....too much things happened to me....
love,
B
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